A fact.

Finally i have an idea to write on this blog again ^_^.

It's a year ago that i wrote the latest blog post.

So, a year, anything happen. I have my life full of college things. New friend, new environment, and a fantastic love life.

I know why God has gave a loneliness things in my life, because there is a time that someone will full it with me in every day of my life. Things about boyfriend, yeah a boyfriend, you think they're a friend to make your day fun. But for me, is it not like what the other girls thinking anymore.

Actually, when i becoming a freshman on a freshyear at college, i got a boyfriend. He's nice, older than me. I think of him in everyday. I thought he was gentle, and gonna marry me someday, but it's not. 

God's like gave me a direction by appearing a guy in front of me while i'm on a lovely day with the first guy. He was my friend, was my kind of bestfriend. At the first day met him, he says 'hajimemashite' to his friend near me, and i approach him, then we know well each other. The things that a little weird is, i already saw him at the laboratory, and i dont know why, my mind keep stalking his figure and i quietly always have my eyes on him. And, come the moment that make my body feel something else, a feeling that so weird and it's rarely happen. He grabbed my shoulder from the back and close my opened bag, it's feel warm at my heart (i'm not joking, ok?).

I have feel for him a little, i feel guilty that the fact i already have boyfriend.

Then, six month after that, i broke up. He's broke me. But i dont feel that i broke, i'm not that sad, really.

I know you all have known the end of this story. Yup, i was taken by my friend a month later. And something that i want to tell you are,

after i met and in love with him, i dont hesitate to get married with someone.

i have full of plan to be together with him someday.

i met him everyday.

i am not becoming a selfish things anymore, i know to take care and caring a person.

i can teach a person anything, every stories and experiences.

i know that i'm not alone who has loneliness and loyalty. 

i have a twin on characteristic with one another person.

'I' in the every sentences, i put it with heart. Because the last thing 'I' is,

I have found my Kamen Rider.

Thank you, MIRA. ( that's not a girl name, that's initial of name).

*here if you want to know the person,

Rooftop Princess

This is what i want. A rooftop house. But, this one is exactly not mine, that was my aunt.

So, long time no see? I was absent for blogging. Much of things has happened. Go to college is the only reason actually.
I go to college soon, on september. And now, i still have much time to spent the vacation before i get bussy with tasks and it friends.
Then, i'm so lucky that i spent mine at my auntie's house. And the greatest thing is, the rooftop. That was exactly the rooftop that i want. Beautiful view, even it has room, bathroom, and pretty minimalist kitchen. Even i can peek on neighbourhood 's rooftop. Perfect!
I hope my neighbour is a japanese man, and then like the drama did, we fall in love while we are peeking each other. Hahaha.

I know its too much, but since i was little, i want rooftop house like this. Or i want a house in the middle of forest and in the back of my house there is a splendid beach. But until now, my big family doesn't have it. So, i feel lucky for now, getting able to live temporary on rooftop house.
Then, i think it enough. Actually i want to write many things. But, now i am enjoying this rooftop, i got to go. Maybe later, i could tell you many of great story of me.

This, i tag some pics from the rooftop.
Jyaa ne, じゃ ね....

Koi

How many koishiteru no? (how much did you fall in love?)

If there someone who ask me that, i will reply --> a thousand.

I'm easily fall in love, in every weird guy or too much pretty. I was having a boyfriend, but he dies now (i pretend that he was die, at least in my life).

And i was thinking to not having a someone that i love again now. But, it can't be help if the guy is one of your criteria and he is nice guy, right?

So, i tell you that now, i am fallin' in love again, he's not too far, even so much close. I dont want tell you who is that, i just keep it secret from everyone. 

But, for me, the real love is a friendship.

Yes, i love them, a 'them' whom i promise to myself to guard, to take care when i becoming duplicate of Adolf Hitler someday. 

They are the super best friend that i ever have at high school, eventhough they are not at the same age with me, but they are very nice. When i got mad with my 'hell' school or a teacher, they will appear next to me and we're talking about our favorite superheroes from Japan, and we laugh it out!

And i tell you this, we will never fall in love each other and we will love in a friendship thing, forever.

So you guys, love your bestfriend. ^_^

Happy Sun-day

3 p.m and the sun was totally good--

 

Before i got my head stress it better to go to the place that i really want to go and take some pics. This is Indonesia guys, my sister told me this was really like on somewhere at Europe. This place is my PUSPIPTEK, my sweet home. The first who build it want this area becoming like Japan because this place is the biggest national research center in Indonesia. I'm so curious of this place and from i was child i hope i can take a picture with my best clothes that i have. When my sister come home, it became true. And i love the pictures that we took. It all about green, tree, leaves, and road. Beautiful... 

Jeans Jacket by Calvin Klein

Dress by me

Loafers by Neil

Rainbow Totes by Jogja

A Savior of The World, Hazna-chan

hii sashiburii (long time no see)

Today it was random, from crying, smile, and seriousI cutted my hair today, my hair is no longer to be long, and now my hair is just like Chibi Maruko-chan but without ponytails.

 That was sugooiii (cool) because my hair so much good to be like this.Then after that, like always, i watching my best of the best and my truly lovely superhero --> Kamen RiderI watch Faiz until the end, and it was so wonderful story, so meaning a lot to me, meaning for my dream who want to be a savior for this country and for the world. And after i watch it for 7 hours, i go to study and listen to the music, there is a song which make me cry, smile, and getting fire! that is Aitakatta from AKB48, it makes me want to hurry back to Bandung and i cant wait longer until 17th November, i want to go there now, but i must go to school in order i can received in a college or university in Bandung majoring Electrical Engineering and live forever there, if that happen i no longer sad everyday..Ah, you know?I decide to not having boyfriend or husband until i get a boy who has character like my lovely superhero --> Kamen Rider, even when i cant find him, i will never get married.And i will get my own team for my experiment and detective office in the future, and i hope that is at Japan, actually i got their name, but i dont know it will grant or not, just lets see in 6-7 years.I truly got this inspiration after watching Japanese Drama, Rich Man Poor Woman. If you has a big dream, you must see this drama because i you will crying when you watch in every episode, a story about bestfriend and getting succes together with believe each other and realize about what is the real mean of 'friend'.Despite of that, i though about get a team for my future, that is already full in my head, so, 

      

              GANBATTE HAZNA-CHAN, KIMI NO YUME WA TAKAI DESU NEE....　　

              がんばって　ﾊｽﾞﾅｰちゃん、きみ　の　ゆめ　は　高い　ですねえ。。。               

                            LETS GO HAZNA, YOUR DREAM IS VERY HIGH, HUH?                      

                                  SEMANGAT HAZNA, MIMPIMU TINGGI KAN?

The Girl to be Grow Up

I always wondering, what will i become when i turn 17

A good girl, not really

A wonderwoman, i dont have any super power

A scientist, not smart enough 

A happy girl ever after, that's what every girl wanted

It's too hard to find myself

I've been try dating for one year, i was though it will be everlasting, but Michael Buble was true -- nothing in this world is everlasting

And heartbroken come to me, that's the final step of dating

But after two weeks, 

I got my brave to change my status on Facebook, Twitter, and official to everyone that ask

Ok, back to the point

There is some things that i really want to do with my teen age :

1. Got a popularity as a smart girl

2. Have a medal and another achievements

3. Have a boyfriend

4. Have a real soulmate (boy to get married with me)

5. Fashion things

6. Go around Indonesia

7. Go overseas

8. Got a scholarship

9. Becoming an athlete

From that points, i just can catch six point on 1, 2, 3, 5, 8, and 9

Why i want to get :

 point number 4,

 cause i wanna have someone that making a promise to always be with me. Eventhough he is so far away and not often to meet with me here, but he has promise to my parents after graduate from college or univesity he will marry me.

Then in number 6 and 7,

I never go anywhere except Muncul and Serpong

ofcourse i want to see another place in this earth

I really hope i can go overseas as a student, i mean i live there cause i school there

Thats all, i hope i can turn 17 with nice way...

even i know its not a sweet 17 anymore

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My Beautiful Sister, 2012 soon....

2012 coming soon....

for a few hours, i mean one,

then i remember this

I still remember how i was spent my new years eve last year, and another last years i ever had. Just not like today, i spend it just for my android, blackberry, and my pink laptop watching gossip girl which i download from my android cause the internet got super fast speed.

My last new year, i’ve been partying on my aunt house, with my big family, and im so happy. We are all barbeque at the garden rooftop at the house. After 00.00, we watching some fireworks, so beautiful until all of we forgot to capture it, haha.

And my another new years eve, even im not going to Bandung and together with family, but at least, near me i have my super beautiful sister. She’s annoying, ofcourse, all sister in the world are annoying, sometimes. That time i remember, we watch some movies on the television, and we laugh togeteher through the night, and when the time to bed, she also want to sleep with me and she tells me some good story. And i think she’s not annoying anymore, then she said “we sleep one year, sis”. I got her mean, that was 31 december  to 1 january, one year.

But today, she leave me alone here at home, cause she must working at jambi for 2 months.

And in the 2011, i always feel lonely, and my sister will be married at 2012.

How sad if i though having a boyfriend is much suck than loose my sister. Okay, having bofriend is my dream a lot time ago, but when i try it, when my sister gone now, she’s not living at my house again and she will married soon, i got a deep sad feeling, cause she’s my true friend in my whole life.

Goodbye sistah, hope you happy with your work and your husband!

Love, 

your little sister

 a.k.a Hazna Hanifa